Di satu saat itu...

I’ve known him since I was in matriculation in Penang..em..even he is ma school neighbour tp kat Besut or kt pekan Jerteh x penah nmpk n x penah jumpe pun..padehal aku daa byk kali pegi KOPU time tu..ye la..pegi berlatih tennis…maklumla kiteorg punye skool dulu sengkek, xde bajet nk wat court tennis kn..so bertandang la kt mrsm org len..huhu…Erm..so aku ngan dier nie penahla naik 1 bus time balik ke Trengganu from penang..tp still x ckp n x tegur..but in a mean time aku nie smpt captured dier..aku ckp la kt member aku..aishh..dier nie ade style fred durst limp bizkit..bdn ala besar tp x la bsr mane mase tu kan…tp ye la..cam tu je la..just camtu2 je la.After sumtimes, ntah camne kiteorg da start calling n smsing each other..tp 1 yg dier tau, aku takkan call dier dulu..mase tu aku daa agak mesti dier ckp kt aku kedekut krdt kn..tp lntakla..aku mmg jenis x suke nk call org dulu..org tu I mean guy la..pompuan ok jak!!So tu la start kenal 1 sama lain..tp kiteorg x couple..just fren..ahaks. but I know I had a good feeling towards him..dgn cara kelakarnye..he made me happy when we had a chatting n smsing..hehe..

Smpai saat I masuk UTEM and he masuk UiTM pn we had a good frenship ..tp on phone saje la..sms ..call..smpai 1 saat..he approach me..OMG!!OMG!!I cannot do this..i xleh trima dier mase tu coz ma heart is belong to sumone else..i need to remember that..before this, I slalu blocking when sumone nk bknalan ke ape sume..So in dat time, I pun block dier same..sedeh tu ade tp might be this is our destiny..just being fren not more than dat..after that, after a while he is not called me, not smsing me..so am i..yela kn..lelaki n pompuan sbnarnye xleh kwn rapat sgt..huhu..even in a phone..might be lebih baik mcm nie..So year by year…we did not hev a conversation, xde berita, suddenly ade la housemate I, wat sms gile2..so ma idea bg kat my mum, che su, n him…sms tu cam nie cite dier, mc made kecemasan u need to call me ASAP!!!n ma mum mmg call la I mase tu..ma aunty pun tepon gak.. n when I smsing to him, suddenly he called me..what a surprise.!!so slm hati I, ooo…dier ingat lagi kt Erinna yer…ahaks..tp mase tu I know he already hev a gurl..rasenye one of ma member bgtau…so I just say Hi..n after dat call, xde contact2….

After final year, in December 2006 I guess, he had called me..what a surprise!nk tau nape?mase tu I lalu kt K.T nk ke K.B so in ma heart..lamenye x ckp ngan mamat nie sorang..afta da gile2 sms, mmg da lame x ckp2 kn..erm..tp in a sad mood he called me..dgn aku2 skali sedeh..sedeh sgt tgk dier sedeh..mase tu aku rase cam nape la jd mcm tu…x adil je rase…huhu..so I had convince him..sbgai seorang kawan lame la kn..so dlm mase nie, kiteorg byk habis mase on the phone n smsing each other..smpai la aku dapat a few interview kt K.L..so, I moved to K.L and get ma first job…

We still contact each other..smpai tahap aku ade mslah pon, aku call dier..ape2 aku sms dier..huhu..x tau nape mcm tu skali..yela mase tu I belong to sumone else..nape x bgtau je dier A..teruk kn?OnLY God know y…rase bersalah..rase mcm2..mase tu la bermula sesuatu…

Sesuatu??erm..setahu aku beberapa tahun nie, aku x penah lg kuar ngan sape2 selain si A…yela..i’m not a kind a person yg kuar ngan org tu kuar ngan org nie..tp pade satu hari, nk balik ke tganu..katenye kebetulan ke K.L , bleh join dier balik..so i yg agak keberatan join la ..yela x penah wat mcm nie kn..tp in a mean time hati nie nk sgt2..haish…jahatnye pompuan neh…huhu..

Start from the day, ma love story begins…

Wpun byk berlaku perkara yg wat aku down gile ( xnk la tulis kn sbb I keep it as a ma big secret) ..lgpon pnjg critenye.. tp aku finish it dgn ma own decision..sume org x cmpr..aku wat decision aku sendiri!!!!huh!!legaaa....n akhir sekali yg penting aku x pernah menyesal dgn kptsn aku nie wpun mase tu ade kalenye buat aku rase bersalah krn self fish, x fkr ms dpn org..…n sume la …dats ma decision, ape2 pon I must responsible…ape yg penting, aku happy ngan life n ma sweetheart..happy sgt2..

Dats all ma love story begins..Now, I’m in one step closer to MARRIAGE and one ring in ma finger is ties between me and him …Hope the love story is never ending and could last forever!!!Amin…

To whom that I hurt before, i’m sorry for everything and wish u best of luck in ur future and also ur life..i always pray for ur happiness..