my happy mood

weeehooooo......i'm in happy mood now!!no tension2!!lagi 1 month i nk jalan2 ke sbrang!!yeehaaa..yabedabedu!!opppss..terlebeh sudaa..nie nk jejalan nie ade enuff money ke?manenye nk smbg study, nk g jejalan, nk kawen?haish...duit..duit..di mane ko duit...ahaks..lantak ler..mls pkr...

Di satu saat itu...

I’ve known him since I was in matriculation in Penang..em..even he is ma school neighbour tp kat Besut or kt pekan Jerteh x penah nmpk n x penah jumpe pun..padehal aku daa byk kali pegi KOPU time tu..ye la..pegi berlatih tennis…maklumla kiteorg punye skool dulu sengkek, xde bajet nk wat court tennis kn..so bertandang la kt mrsm org len..huhu…Erm..so aku ngan dier nie penahla naik 1 bus time balik ke Trengganu from penang..tp still x ckp n x tegur..but in a mean time aku nie smpt captured dier..aku ckp la kt member aku..aishh..dier nie ade style fred durst limp bizkit..bdn ala besar tp x la bsr mane mase tu kan…tp ye la..cam tu je la..just camtu2 je la.After sumtimes, ntah camne kiteorg da start calling n smsing each other..tp 1 yg dier tau, aku takkan call dier dulu..mase tu aku daa agak mesti dier ckp kt aku kedekut krdt kn..tp lntakla..aku mmg jenis x suke nk call org dulu..org tu I mean guy la..pompuan ok jak!!So tu la start kenal 1 sama lain..tp kiteorg x couple..just fren..ahaks. but I know I had a good feeling towards him..dgn cara kelakarnye..he made me happy when we had a chatting n smsing..hehe..

Smpai saat I masuk UTEM and he masuk UiTM pn we had a good frenship ..tp on phone saje la..sms ..call..smpai 1 saat..he approach me..OMG!!OMG!!I cannot do this..i xleh trima dier mase tu coz ma heart is belong to sumone else..i need to remember that..before this, I slalu blocking when sumone nk bknalan ke ape sume..So in dat time, I pun block dier same..sedeh tu ade tp might be this is our destiny..just being fren not more than dat..after that, after a while he is not called me, not smsing me..so am i..yela kn..lelaki n pompuan sbnarnye xleh kwn rapat sgt..huhu..even in a phone..might be lebih baik mcm nie..So year by year…we did not hev a conversation, xde berita, suddenly ade la housemate I, wat sms gile2..so ma idea bg kat my mum, che su, n him…sms tu cam nie cite dier, mc made kecemasan u need to call me ASAP!!!n ma mum mmg call la I mase tu..ma aunty pun tepon gak.. n when I smsing to him, suddenly he called me..what a surprise.!!so slm hati I, ooo…dier ingat lagi kt Erinna yer…ahaks..tp mase tu I know he already hev a gurl..rasenye one of ma member bgtau…so I just say Hi..n after dat call, xde contact2….

After final year, in December 2006 I guess, he had called me..what a surprise!nk tau nape?mase tu I lalu kt K.T nk ke K.B so in ma heart..lamenye x ckp ngan mamat nie sorang..afta da gile2 sms, mmg da lame x ckp2 kn..erm..tp in a sad mood he called me..dgn aku2 skali sedeh..sedeh sgt tgk dier sedeh..mase tu aku rase cam nape la jd mcm tu…x adil je rase…huhu..so I had convince him..sbgai seorang kawan lame la kn..so dlm mase nie, kiteorg byk habis mase on the phone n smsing each other..smpai la aku dapat a few interview kt K.L..so, I moved to K.L and get ma first job…

We still contact each other..smpai tahap aku ade mslah pon, aku call dier..ape2 aku sms dier..huhu..x tau nape mcm tu skali..yela mase tu I belong to sumone else..nape x bgtau je dier A..teruk kn?OnLY God know y…rase bersalah..rase mcm2..mase tu la bermula sesuatu…

Sesuatu??erm..setahu aku beberapa tahun nie, aku x penah lg kuar ngan sape2 selain si A…yela..i’m not a kind a person yg kuar ngan org tu kuar ngan org nie..tp pade satu hari, nk balik ke tganu..katenye kebetulan ke K.L , bleh join dier balik..so i yg agak keberatan join la ..yela x penah wat mcm nie kn..tp in a mean time hati nie nk sgt2..haish…jahatnye pompuan neh…huhu..

Start from the day, ma love story begins…

Wpun byk berlaku perkara yg wat aku down gile ( xnk la tulis kn sbb I keep it as a ma big secret) ..lgpon pnjg critenye.. tp aku finish it dgn ma own decision..sume org x cmpr..aku wat decision aku sendiri!!!!huh!!legaaa....n akhir sekali yg penting aku x pernah menyesal dgn kptsn aku nie wpun mase tu ade kalenye buat aku rase bersalah krn self fish, x fkr ms dpn org..…n sume la …dats ma decision, ape2 pon I must responsible…ape yg penting, aku happy ngan life n ma sweetheart..happy sgt2..

Dats all ma love story begins..Now, I’m in one step closer to MARRIAGE and one ring in ma finger is ties between me and him …Hope the love story is never ending and could last forever!!!Amin…

To whom that I hurt before, i’m sorry for everything and wish u best of luck in ur future and also ur life..i always pray for ur happiness..

ma 1st niece

Little Hana is sleeping..shhh..shhh

Hi.....skang ni i dlm mood yg happy bangat coz dpt niece yg baru...haa, not ma real sis yg pegnent tp ma bestfren in UTEM, sis ilah..recently she delivered seorang baby gurl yg amat comel..her is
NUR SAFIYAH HANA BINTI RAFIZAN..so i need to called her, hana..comey sesangat dier..she almost 2 weeks..hehe..and guess what she gonna call me???haaa.....becoz i xde pon anak sdare lg, so i x decide lg nk suh panggil ape..tp yg de dlm fikiran..sprti di bawah...:

1. Mama Erin --- > mcm tua aje kn.ahaks
   
2. Auntie Erin --> mcm da ade anak je
   
3. Ma Nina --> nice but akan difikirkn
   
4. Cik Na ---> mcm bese je..
   
5. Ma Rin ---> cantek gak la sket2..

So, apepon, i need to fikir2 lg...hehehe....nie i letak 1 pic hana k..

Erinna's need... :p

Hehe…sounds demanding nye ma title tu kan..hehe..xdela..i’m not dat type desperate shopper la weh....n I will not shop till drop..ahaks.. “r u sure?? “ come on…don’t be hyporitela nina…Xde mcm nie…sbnarnye dis all for motivate me to be more hardworking..find xtra money for myself,..hehe..

1. Coach Handbag

Actually, i did see this lovely n fabulous bag at COACH store @ the gardens K.L..hish..terpukau btol tgk beg nie..very fashionable..x nmpk muda sgt n x nmpk tua sgt..so rase cam sesuwei je ngan i..ahaks..really love it..need it..and i will get it..by hook @ by crook..

2. Coach Wallet

Upgrade..upgrade...i need to change ma purse..tp xdela skrang nie..yg ELLE tu still ok..i love dat purse very much bcoz tu adiah dr ma beloved fiance..he2..i juz need it to fulfill ma wish..n skang nie dis purse becomin top five in ma wishlist..eii..terlebeh sudaa...i'm sorry!!

3. DKNY watch

Tik..tik..tik..detik2 waktu..he2..i also need a new watch!!n I choose DKNY for this time..i already tried it with ma beloved fiancé but still do hev any budget to buy it at dat day..huhu!!lgpun, I nk beli sendirik la..ma own money!!hehe..kate motivasi..so kena beli duit sendiri laaa….ape2pun..go go Erinna!!work harder!!aja2….!!n dis time i choose GOLD...bcause its really cool...wpun sblm nie mcm x suke je kn..bese la bile2 pn bleh brubah kn...ahaks..

4. Perfume Ralph Lauren Euphoria

Wat a nice smell!!if he know dat this gonna be my wishlist, abbess i..bkn pe, mase time we all nk beli perfume utk msg2, he had suggest me to buy this perfume, but I refused..i buy another one, n dat is ETERNITY..huh!!last2 regret..hee…kaco je!!ye la..kalo daa byk ade depan mate, bleh jadi sasau ..x tau nk pilih yg mane..tp kali definitely I will buy dis…….Best Wokkk!!!ehemm….tagline sape ntah yg wok..wok nie..terikut2 plak..adeh...